so i havent wrote in here forever...summer is pretty gay!!...lol me and cassie went to south carolina..that was amazing her dad is amazing for putting up with me :) the person who brought our room service in the morning was pretty amazing he couldnt speek english that good but he knew how to say that he dropped our baccon on the floor a little bit...while me and cassie where at the pool we met a.......instering old man(fag)who hit on me...even after i told him my age.....then i came home to find out the i cant get my licences on my birthday because im gay....then i thought that i failed...but i didnt ill just be in one 9th grade class..good enough for me...me and davis are back together..blah that shouldnt last too long..im kindof missing school..but at the same time im glad that i dont have to go to summer school....i miss all my homies from school....<3so what i was thinking was that i like this and i want it...what do yoy think?

this weekend has been SUPER gay!

FRIDAY: shawn cassie and I went to the game but that got RELE gay so we left rele early then we went to acme and sat there 4 a while and talked to people and tina asked us if we wanted to go glow bowling later on that nite but couldnt b/c my mom wouldnt let me. that made me sad .then we went to my house and ate dinner and watched movies.

SATURDAY: i woke up and cassie and shawn wanted to hang out so we went to the store. and then we went to the movie store and saw tom! and we got charlie and the chocate factory. then we went to my house and chilled there 4 a while then shawn had to go to work so me and cassie went to her house. and then later that nite we where entertained by justin and bj's drunkness! lol it was great! then i stayed at cassie house!

SUNDAY: then i woke up an they where watching charlie and the choclate factory again that is a awesome movie i love tim's mind i would  do ne thing to meet him llol then i came home and got ready then shaen called and told me that he wanted to take me and cassie to the park and i thought that was UBER cute!

leave me some comments lovleys! i shall love you 4 ever <3  

"i dont need pills when i have drugs like you!" <3

on friday i went bowling with cassie and paul and brandon and zeth and micheal that was fun sum old man called me and cassie trobble! lol o yeah thats def me...ha then we went home and sat moring we went to mac's veiwing but we got lost on the way there where so many people there it was CRAZI..aw ill miss him...then i `came home an cryed all day,,.,.then sunday paul came over and didnt leave till like 12:40 n the moring it was fun then we went over my grannys house an he came over and we took him home with us then cassie came down!  and my baby emmy was there! o boy my baby gurl leah mite be commin down 4 the weekend that would be soo much fun! she betta be able to come ! i <3 her  this should be a fun weekend .....o hell yesssss...uh

ok well i went to mac's thing today...i still cant  belive that he is gone...he was so fucking perfect...i wish it would have been me...:( but it wasnt ..there where so many people there i was so happy to see that ...everyone loved him...i didnt kno ne one there but the band claire and kevin and they all gave me hugs. it didnt even look like him.but he was still beautiful and nothing will ever change that....i cant wait till i can see him again i just hope its not like 40 years....he was a awesome person i have never heard ne say i dont like mac...it was impossible...he def touched my life...and i <3 he was beautiful
"his mom said that when she found out she was pregent with him she felt like she won the lottery..well she won it 4 all of us" R.I.P malcolm leland brown ill miss you baby but ill never 4 get u...you gave the best hugs! </3 it breaks my heart to know that i wont see you 4 a while..but i hope its sooner then later